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“Am I beautiful?”

Written by empressjournee

Photo credit: Omid Armin

Like a pink blossom of the Jamaican cherry

Or the heartbeat of a soul young and old,

“I am, a magnificent blooming cherry!”

Am I beautiful?

A meditative self-thought—as I sit quietly

when the tide overflows, tells me, where I am at,

that is my destiny; not so great, wonderful,

 like I was unworthy,

my thoughts reminds me even if you don’t see my worth,

“I am beautiful just like the spectacular Jennie!”

Am I beautiful?

Today, tomorrow when I take off the mask, the make up

The facials, the false image I create to have you near me,

Carrying the weight of your beliefs—your philosophy,

would you still see me, like the great Queens, Rita, Marcia,,

Judy, and the classy lady Jenni?

“Would you see my worth—my beauty, to even want to marry me?”

still, my thoughts whisper even if you don’t like me

as long as I like me

“I am worthy—beautiful just like the spectacular lady Jennie!”

Empress Journee

 

About the author

empressjournee

I am a graduate of Medgar Evers College (M.E.C.); mother of three, grandmother and great grand. I love to read great books and listen to podcasts that uplift my consciousness; sharing historical view of the different shades of color, the various culture, the way we all are connected, the musical genius throughout the world and the works that are done to help us tap into ourselves and know that we are worthy. I also love to write poetry and sing. There was a moment that now phase in another aspiration of my life, I felt singing was a forum—a path to take, that helps to voice, express my thoughts, in time where I was struggling, battling something I did not understand and what I was going through; feeling unsupportive. Although, there was some support, especially from my love ones, the challenges I faced was mostly internal.
I am so grateful for the grace I have been given to be able to write my poetic thoughts, that is my freedom. I was a part of a journey that taught me lessons and motivate me that preparation is a must to face a world that may not be ready for a new rising star. Thank you for taking the time to read my poetry. I especially wanted to give honor to my mother who is no longer in the physical, as well as my natural father for the knowledge of health before he departed from this planet. Also, I would like to thank you my supporter for being on this journey with me even at times when the journey seems unclear. May we appreciate the blessings that has been given to us, as we continue to soar, as we reach a place of true jubilee.
Empress Journee