Empressjournee Jamaica

Let Me love Me More

Sometimes I try hard
to show you love
and in your pain
of un-forgiveness you
move away
Sometimes I try hard
to love you
and you keep silent
without a word
you laugh out loud
and I don’t know what
to think in your laughter
Sometimes I try hard
to please you and you hang
your head so low
burying yourself in
modern cell as you ignore
my presence
Sometimes I try hard
to love you
and I say to myself
I am finish trying, I can’t
do this anymore
“Please God,
Let me love me more.”

About the author

empressjournee

I am a proud mother, grandmother, poet, writer, performer, a singer, great cook, a lover of unique, fashionable earrings, and love to wear & dress in an unique, artistic fashion.
I was born in Jamaica West Indies, immigrated to the United States of America at the tender age of ten. I've had the great privilege working for the Human Resource Admin, taught at an Head-Start and move on as an uprising reggae singer to perform as an open act for various great singers like Dennis Brown, Calypso Rose, World-A-Girl and others I admired. My career ended due to the path and choices I made. However, I drew strength to rise, through Christ, the support of love ones and guidance of Christ. I give thanks for the knowledge and experience that allowed me to see my own flaws, steps I took and the game of life. I am still working on the connections with my love ones that has been fractured. However I am grateful that God has allow me to still have a way of reaching out to my love ones and to express my inner thoughts through poetry. I am growing everyday as I work on a higher Christ consciousness of my mind. I give thanks to my natural parents for doing the best they could to see me through my pursuit to success. I consider myself a great person and love to give of myself, which at times are a positive and negative. I am also working on strengthening all areas of my spiritual gifts. I hope when you read these poetic thoughts you can relate, especially people who are battling with depression and self-worth. Thank you for reading my poetic thoughts. Think Wisely! Love Empress Journee!

2 Comments

  • I’ve been reading along for a while now. I just wanted to drop you a comment to say keep up the good work.

  • Mike,
    Thanks for your encouragement. Keep me accountable to providing uplifting insights to boost our community.