Poem: Grief

Written by empressjournee

Photo credit: Karim MANJRA

You lay gasping for air, in the summer evening,

As I touch your cold feet, I climb the stairs fragile:

Just one more time alone, to read, to pray, hoping,

it was not true: A loud sound “She is gone!”

I thought you’d wait for me,

“Stayed with me!” words want to utter instead,

I heard you took one last breath aloud and I cry;

“Don’t leave me!” I want to uttered, face with truth,

As I command my soul to rise again,

Because “You have pass the test,”

Still, “I feel, I am nothing without you,

“As I lay still in my bed!”

Empress Journee

About the author


I am a proud mother, grandmother, poet, writer, performer, a singer, great cook, a lover of unique fashionable earrings, and love to wear & dress in a unique artistic fashion.
I was born in Jamaica West Indies, immigrated to the United States of America at the tender age of ten. I've had the great privilege working for the Human Resource Admin, taught at an Head-Start and move on as an uprising reggae singer to perform as an open act for various great singers like Dennis Brown, Calypso Rose and others I admired. My career ended because of an overwhelming challenge of self-worth and depression I was facing; that took a long time to over come. However, the support of love ones and guidance of God, I was able to rise again and excel. I was able to connect more with my children and grand children to fulfill my destiny. I also had the great opportunity to meet Dr. Bettye Shabazz, before she passed on, and other great leaders. I know all could not occur without the support of love ones and most of all the God of breath. I am growing everyday as I hope that I will be successful on developing a higher Christ consciousness of my mind. The work is hard however through the love of Christ I am embracing the love of self, honoring myself more and developing my character. I won't give up on myself. I consider myself a wildflower that love to bring joy to others. I am also working on strengthening all areas of my spiritual gifts. Thank you for reading my poetic thoughts. Peace and Blessings!