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Poem: Jahoviah

Written by empressjournee

Photo credit: Polina Kuzovkova

In my shame, sin—lies, told me I was not special,

That I was unkind, unworthy; try to blind me,

From the truth that you create me, oh so special:

You love me, no matter the lies;

When I began to love myself less,

When I almost lose my mind—to find me, to find you:

In the absence of mankind’s error, unforgiveness of the heart,

Love for the self: You save me—and wipe away all my tears, blues,

That try its best to swallow, drown my hope, joy inside,

Still, you guide me forward to the ‘love you wish me to be,

Let your glory flow freely:

As you grant me grace, mercy, love, unconditionally;

I rise, sing, write, speak, of your greatness

And the world is much brighter—beautiful in my eyes

As you remind me, “I am your wonderful and perfect child, thank you!”

Empress Journee

 

 

 

 

 

About the author

empressjournee

I am a proud mother, grandmother, poet, writer, performer, a singer, great cook, a lover of unique fashionable earrings, and love to wear & dress in a unique artistic fashion.
I was born in Jamaica West Indies, immigrated to the United States of America at the tender age of ten. I've had the great privilege working for the Human Resource Admin, taught at an Head-Start and move on as an uprising reggae singer to perform as an open act for various great singers like Dennis Brown, Calypso Rose and others I admired. My career ended because of an overwhelming challenge of self-worth and depression I was facing; that took a long time to over come. However, the support of love ones and guidance of God, I was able to rise again and excel. I was able to connect more with my children and grand children to fulfill my destiny. I also had the great opportunity to meet Dr. Bettye Shabazz, before she passed on, and other great leaders. I know all could not occur without the support of love ones and most of all the God of breath. I am growing everyday as I hope that I will be successful on developing a higher Christ consciousness of my mind. The work is hard however through the love of Christ I am embracing the love of self, honoring myself more and developing my character. I won't give up on myself. I consider myself a wildflower that love to bring joy to others. I am also working on strengthening all areas of my spiritual gifts. Thank you for reading my poetic thoughts. Peace and Blessings!