Empressjournee Jamaica Jamaican in China

Poem: Sometimes I : 2021

Written by empressjournee

Photo Credit: Assem Gniyat

Sometimes I, ask the self, ‘Am I missing out, on life?”

And why can’t I see, butterflies, dancing in the sky:

“Where is God, above the misty blue, grey sky?”

“How come, the moon, does not smile,

Since you are now, out of my life?”

Sometimes I ask the self, “Why does my heart weep?”

And void becomes, a part of my life, that makes me,

Feel incomplete, want to run, escape, not laugh, smile, nor try

For I have created dreams, that turns out, to be a impossible,

A big lie: So, now I choose, to be thankful—to grace,

As I listen to your, silent golden songs, day and night!

Empress Journee

 

 

 

About the author

empressjournee

I am a proud mother, grandmother, poet, writer, performer, a singer, great cook, a lover of unique, fashionable earrings, and love to wear & dress in an unique, artistic fashion.
I was born in Jamaica West Indies, immigrated to the United States of America at the tender age of ten. I've had the great privilege working for the Human Resource Admin, taught at an Head-Start and move on as an uprising reggae singer to perform as an open act for various great singers like Dennis Brown, Calypso Rose, World-A-Girl and others I admired. My career ended due to the path and choices I made. However, I drew strength to rise, through Christ, the support of love ones and guidance of Christ. I give thanks for the knowledge and experience that allowed me to see my own flaws, steps I took and the game of life. I am still working on the connections with my love ones that has been fractured. However I am grateful that God has allow me to still have a way of reaching out to my love ones and to express my inner thoughts through poetry. I am growing everyday as I work on a higher Christ consciousness of my mind. I give thanks to my natural parents for doing the best they could to see me through my pursuit to success. I consider myself a great person and love to give of myself, which at times are a positive and negative. I am also working on strengthening all areas of my spiritual gifts. I hope when you read these poetic thoughts you can relate, especially people who are battling with depression and self-worth. Thank you for reading my poetic thoughts. Think Wisely! Love Empress Journee!